I didnt want to love him, I shouldn't love him ... I just did.

I think I will never get over him. I mean I love him, but I'm not in love with him. And the factat that he thinks I hate him and he hates me, which I am not 100% sure of does not help the situation.

He "flirts" with my BFF. And that he stands towards her, but sometimes it feels like he's talking directly to me. And that he's my ex-boyfriend does not help. Because he knows me and he knows my faces. Like when I am happy, sad, in love, distraught, heartbroken, tired and when I'm head over heels in love staring at him. Or when I'm lying, or really glad over a complimen.

And the saddest thing is that after all he has done to me, I could never be his GF again, even though I still love him. And i think I am a little in love with one of his bestfriends.

And we sit at the same table in the class. And I can see his sad eyes across the room when I laugh at his best friend's joke, or when I give him a compliment or he gives me one.

And sometimes, we get matched to work together in class (me and the BFF) and I can see the anger and fury in his eyes.

and it makes me...

sad

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